Finally got to the god damn beach today! thank god...I saw some online concauction for good easy to make tanning oil...worked wonders on my body...but my face and chest...are experiencing a slight coloration difference...brick red, and nice tan...woo baby...I saw my stitches for the first time today...not too bad...I almost vomitted, but not too bad...I was a rebel and didnt wear my magic bra today...just rocked my awesome new blue leopard bikini...hurt like a bitch tho...the rebellion is painful...anyways i get to see steve tonite...so thats good...my mom is gonna go out and get drunk...so thats good too...fuck this burn hurts...i need someone to rub my boobs down with aloe...*looks around*..looks like im gonna...dammit